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Friday, December 07, 2007, Friday, December 07, 2007
thinking through the whole evening n night and i finally have the courage to start blogging about band camp. i want to say that i enjoy working with chihren n xinyuan. in the areas of music , during the camp there is not much problem. first day of camp , when the band starts to watch phantom at night, we went to discuss for the games everything. and even try out the game. then light off timing , we starts to patrol. funny part whereby i was so tired and i told xinyuan n went to sleep. then chihren went to look for me thought i patrolling he walked n walked n saw someone sleeping looks lyk me he looked again. and... IT'S ME ! i slept. haha. next day they told me and i decided to pei them patrol. next day afternoon mr er told me to do my props before going to bbq outside. so i did the props with may. and never joined in with the band for rehearsal for phantom with drama. mr er came to help at later part. help cut out the shape and went to get cardboard for us. then he forget to take his wallet and called me up. so i went to pass to him at cp before going to bbq. bbq was alright i can;t stay for long oso. went back to camp after 2 hours outside. the band run through whole concert. i didn't get to run through with them ! argh ! and i'm filled with bbq smell. and others band members bathed liao. then after that i helped out with percussion instruments , running up n down lyk crazy. after this i dun wanna mention the other part of the day. when to patrol with them again. this time round i did sth wrong. i knew and i'll learnt from from it. next morning , the weather was not good and i sense sth wrong. i was totally nervous my games will be in trouble as one of them held outdoor. mr er dismiss the band for games at 1pm. and the previous night chihren n xinyuan had planned additional games when i 'm not around as i 'm doing props. while they were playing games n again , i'm doing props. with may junjie n kenneth and the rain was getting heavily. and i keep shifting my props here and there to prevent kana. everywhere was so watery and we needs to stand all the way to paint out props. can't even sit .starts of the games every games there's alot of problem. i have run through the treasure hunt once before camp n was successful. but not during the camp. was quite sad as it was one of the highlight of the games. and the rain makes alot of ppl frustrated. my next games cause alot of problem. by right there is 8 obstacles end up 2 obstacles, as it was raining heavily and we can't bring alot of benches up to the hall. the games should be interesting at first end up , but i tink i screw everything up. was very sad , the band member still needs to help me bring the benches down. failed again. tryin my best to stay strong for the games during the dinner. i told myself , the other games will be a success. but after the obstacles game. i packed up n rushed down to the canteen. mr tan said the games cancelled. hais that means the plan of games by the three of us gone into the drain. logistics stuff all wasted. my music which i rushed straight away after my chalet to shir hse to do. 9pm rushed to malls to get my cd everything n burned. the cd is not going to be used. i was thinking it's ok. so me n chihren went to count the score when everyone was eating and walked up to the band room to put back the music player. we tok on our way to the band room. i can feel that chihren was super nervous of wat to apologise to e band. i oso can feel that he was sad , i tried my best not to show him i was damn upset too. and tried to build up his courage upon apologise to the band. after putting back to the band room. i starts to eat, mr tan came to me and i told him there's forfeit for the last two group. he rejected and again the forfeit was cancelled. things one by one was cancelled and the planning was wasted xinyuan effort of going all the way to town to get the stuff was wasted. of cos xinyuan was upset too. but she never say out. band fall in after that , and chihren starts to apologise the band about the disorganise areas. here , i wanna apologise to all the grad ppl . so sorry that we did not carry out the full farewell party to u guys. and let u guys pissed off sometime. saw yixuan cried bcos of the games , i feels so guilty . she should be the one enjoying it. but she cried , i feel so sorry for her. so sorry xuan ! andy oso came to me , and ask me to be strong . xinyuan too , my section too. saw chihren apologise to the whole band, i really wanna say a sorry to chihren too. i knew it needs alot of courage to stand infront of the whole band and say. mr er apologise to me , i was thinking i should be the one apologising to him wat. he should not be the one apologising to me. i'm sorry mr er. so sorry ! i feel so bad and feeling so sorry to the all grad ppl. i just screw up everything n did not let them feel the farewell party feelings things unexpected , just happens. the rain cos alot of trouble to us , weather can't be predictable. after dismiss the band , mr tan said wanna tok the three of us. we have a de brief. mr tan tok some sense into my mind . wat happens just happens , no way to turn back. i only can pick up learning points through this. even mr er oso trying his best to help us. using things as an excuse. even mr neo was sick , and he said sorry to me that he did not attend. i feels so bad. really bad. really bad , really bad. hais i almost fall at that time. i knew everyone even grad ppl did not enjoyed the games , and didn't lyk it after i know that i really have no words to say , and i damn sad about it. i knew xinyuan n chihren the three of us have the same thought in our mind. so xinyuan n chihren ! we must stay strong yah? no matter wat we must stay strong yah? there's one major part to go. CONCERT ! and we and the band must make it a successful one ! so so so so so so sorry to all the grad ppl. sorry that we did not let u guys feels the farewell party feeling. so sorry. i feels super guilty n bad. i'm sorry guys! |
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