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JESSICA NEO (: 17 april 29 is her SPECIAL day Blog started: 04/06/06 Blog died: ??/??/?? online archives
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Sunday, January 28, 2007, Sunday, January 28, 2007
ytd on the bus back home really think alot and sth cant stop me...ytd went for sectional in the morning already no mood le...i'm lyk no energy at all...dunno why...think and think...nth lei...why i seem so moody...hais...never mind...starts to teach may...while shuxian and anita help our horn section to buy mac...may...think that she improve alot since last year...that's good...i try not to scold her even she make mistake in the music...i try to teach her nicely..i did control myself...i cant let throw my mood on her...keep to myself...after that...shuxian and anita come back le...so fion went out to eat...and i ask may to go eat first oso...i teach the two sec twos first...as i'm not hungry and xy and two sec twos ate in the morning liao...so i starts teaching them...i'm sure that xy noe that i'm goiing to start scolding the sec two le...cos the cant get the first note...kept playing the wrong note...i still kept to myself..i did not scold...never mind...soon i went out wanted to eat...ate a fillet o fish burger...left the drink and fries for sy fran they all eat...cos really no mood to eat so much...pj come over and ask me what happen to me...i oso dunno how to tell her..so i reply nth...hais...1pm le band prac starts...mr er take brasses and mr neo take woodwind...everything was alright...the only thing that i'm happy is only actually mr er said wow i can play the top G at the horn melody de...beside that band ytd was ok..after band prac went to eat with sy ailing huimin and pj...ate yoshinoya..at first i'm glad that i'm back i'm not moody le...so i ate...after that went up to lrt there wanted to look for junjie arthur they all...so sat there...do nth...and junjie they all intend to go px hse downstair de playground..so went there...and sy suddenly said that she want to go home...so i pei her go bus stop and pei her wait for bus..she look so ill think that she go home rest better...ask her to take care and went to meet the others at playground...at first...erm..okok...still energetic...but sth happen i feel so guilty...i make spoilt shuxian bic...so sorry shuxian i really dun mean it....sorry sorry...i feel so guilty that she need to go walk home with the bic..so sorry...and i starts to turn moody liao...told pj while she's sending me to the junction...feeling worst then that morning...sth kept surrounding my head while i'm in the bus stop..think and think...and i kept thinking the same old thing...why why...cant be...i cant believe it i told myself...but that think kept asking me...i'm totally confused...absolutely confused...board the bus with no energy and just find a seat...and..................................................................................................................................................................................................................i'm confused...fan everything!!!...wake up jessica!!! woke up this morning abrand new day...feeling good as going out with shir to but clothes...thanks for making me happy today shir!!...wahaha...brought a dress...and aiming for another one...after that went to eat with ben and don...dun wan to ask pj cos she sick...dun dare to ask her...hope that she rest well at home...oso dun dare to call arthur...if not i look at him...i really dunno wat will happen next...cos i own him a question and dun wish that ''that'' with make to moody...went to ate the thai food thing...thanks ben and don pei me eat...quite happy today...dun wish to think anything...pls!!!''that'' dun fan me!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm happy today dun come fan me...arthur...will tok to u again...i really hope that i wouldn't raise that thing up today...so dun ask me...let me think over for a period... thanks...and take care=) sorry gal for making u sad. so sorry. cheer up okie? u are the only person i think that i can share with...but a word...suan le...now i have nobody to go to.. it's not i dun wanna share with u today...is just that i really dun wan to tell u today... some other days can?...u make me feel worst...just for that word. sad* cry |
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